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Glass by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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Glass

ThE gLaSs Is HaLf FuLl, iT'S sLoWlY LeAkInG OuT tHe sIdE ThE bOTToM's FuLl oF hOLEs, bUt ThE bOtTOM's SitTInG ON tHe tAbLE, SO mAyBE i'LL sURViVe. uP tO TOaSt ThE fALLen mAn, hIs LIFe, hIs hEaRt, hIs mAnIc pLAN. ThAT lEAveS mE WIth aN eMPty cuP, hALF inSIde, hALF cuP PIckeD UP. tHe boTTOm's fUlL OF hOLEs, SO iS tHe ToP, sO lIKe LOVE tHe cuP nEvEr sTOPs. bUT iN tHe eND tHe cuP's a CIRcLe, yOU cAn't STOP sOMeTHing tHaT nEvEr BeGINS, iT'S tHe sAMe wAY WIth HUMAN sIn. a sHot'S onLy HaLF a GLasS aNYWAy, whOLE nEw PERSpEcTIvE pUT tHaT WAy.

grow by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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grow

Up my children, you know. You're looking forward, so go. Mind tricks in sketchy arcades, But it's all just a tragic parade. Confused, but making perfect sense. We've all been there, on the fence. So eager and joyus just to grow, So scared, terrifies, of something unknown. Jump children, jump up. it can't make us anymore screwed up. Life might get better, it may not, life might just always suck a lot. The streets are all busy, with all 10 people. stores are open with flashy appeal. We're all lost we must admit, the description to where we are just doesn't fit. So close your eyes, and act suprised. Remember sometime, These a

nameless by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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nameless

It somehow all makes sense to me i understand that it will never happen but i still can't get my mind off the fact, that part of you really doesn't care you told me that so things weren't awkward, i understood, but acted like i didnt i made a fool of myself infront of you, acting like a nieve little child it made perfect sense, and it's really not your fault and i know why it all happend, and i know why things will not but i could've had a better answer, or not acted so dumb, but just because im me, its just my stupid luck I've never sat and thought about it up until just now ive never sat and thought about it, everything and h

Sister by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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Sister

We were young and careless, We didn't know how to act, But we took the lonely road of black, and skipped along, never looking back. Here we are ten years down the road, Both half dead with broken souls. Our childish dream ended long years passed, Looking back though, they were all a blast. I remember runing through the great green meadow, chasing and hopping after our shadows. I remember when we told eachother everything, I remember when you weren't so scared to sing. We were close as sisters once, But i fucked up and screwed it all up. I know it's my fault and I know I can never fix it, But can you forgive me, you don't hafta

Under the Chestnut Tree by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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Under the Chestnut Tree

Sniffing the glass grows not less but more horrible with each sip living and swimming in this body of ressurection. From 15 to last call Oh, i see them all Under the chestnut tree, No whistle wakes me, now they just let me be, Oh, Under the chestnut tree. It's my death, it's my life. Sinks me to stupor every night, Revives me in the morning light. Chorus Firey mouth and back seems broken, Bottle and tea cup beside the bed, make the perfect cure, for my aching f**king head. Chorus1x Mid day hours Keep drinking at the same pace, sat with perfectly glazed over face. Bottle in handy, feelin oh so fine and just dandy, Oh,

whatever u wanna call it by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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whatever u wanna call it

The water smells bad, But i think i like it. The pillow smells good, But i think i hate it. The pool is dry, from your long euphoric drink. The water glistens, despite it's unhappy absence. The pen is out of ink, but i'll just prick my finger. The paper is all wet, but it'll dry, it's just water.' The picture is faded, but that's alright it's in my head. The guitar is out of tune, but that's ok, you're playing it. The clock is wrong, but time is overrated. The cat is dead, but it's soul has not been taken.

eyes by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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eyes

Sounds sound more, The louder it is the less it hurts. Do you remember me? Maybe we're not meant to be? My eyes are green emerald, Yours are snake & grey day. Deeper, deeper they go. But who you really are i'll never know. Are you the child I should know? Maybe not, I don't think so. I met you in a euphoric field one day, There as children we did play. Up in the hollow of whispy trees, we played hide and seek, you and me. We happily skipped and hopped, A memory that now seems lost.

The Night by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

I miss by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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I miss

I miss the summer time I miss my friends I miss my freedom I miss my lyrics I miss my trust I miss my lust I miss my love I miss blue skies I miss you and I I miss smokey forests I miss long walks I miss intellectual talks I miss jokes on red decks I miss over the hills and far away I miss times we thought were here to stay I miss our weekly jam sessions I miss those random chord progressions I miss the beat of that drum I miss being comfortably numb I miss Song Remains the Same I miss riding pink bikes I miss acting really lame I miss diving in bushes I miss walking past VW buses I miss Shroom Town I miss not being a

little girl by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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little girl

What happend to that ambitious little girl? What happend to her once happy world? Is there anyone who can hear her screams? Does anyone understand her horrible dream? The world keeps spinning and spinning She just keeps on singing and singing Maybe it'll be all ok if she acts fine Maybe she'll be destroyed and just die in time The trees whip by her and she screams in glee Her arm is then slashed by a "broken tree" Stopping in her tracks she blankly stares What has become of her childhood of no cares? Daddy, Daddy, I cut my knee She's trying to get his attention, make him see Sit down and shut up little girl, now! Her dreams are

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Alice by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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Alice

It's a lovely day, wouldn't you say, I'm loving the way, you're looking at me. The birds are chirpin, while words are spoken, The great catepillar is on his shroom tokein'. Baby you're my wonderland My rabbit hole lsd fantasy I'll be your Alice, because you're my cup of tea, Mome wraths will point the way for you to me. Time's too quick and thought's too slow, But maybe the Mad Hatter will know. I'm not on anything in my tea, I'm just trippin of daydreams of you and me. Baby you're my wonderland My rabbit hole lsd fantasy I'll be your Alice, because you're my cup of tea, Mome wraths will point the way for you to me. Colors sur

Children of Today by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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Children of Today

We've got headbands and freak flags Global economy is a big price tag what happend to our big simple dream? we haven't given up but god save the queen! Mother, mother we're crying, Father, father we're dieing, This whole world has gone away, So much for the children of today. We know Jimi, Jim, Jerry, and Robert, The noise seems to take away all the hurt. It's one big loop, then all goes bang Back in the days they cried when they sang. Mother, mother we're crying, Father, father we're dieing, This whole world has gone away, So much for the children of today. The news is packed full of death of innocence, Maybe it's a big web

slipped by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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slipped

The world drifts over me and you strawberry gashes and black and blue you promised you'd be here till the end but what became of my dear friend? It's gone and over because you're too cool but you said that you crazy fool i know you don't want to hear it from me but leaving and never coming back is a possibility You, you're there for me most of the time Even if i do something bad without reason, its no crime You know me better than i know myself can you please love me and help fix this self doubt?

the anger of bleeding by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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the anger of bleeding

oh my f**king god someone killed someone in the bathroom! theres blood all over, is it mine? i'm wondering if possibly, is it my time? no, it couldn't be it's much too early, but this anger is making my mind all swirly! The anger of bleeding is why im a mental case. and its surely why ive got this crazy face. it's dripping like a faucet and messing up the lace, since before i can remember it's smeared the human race. I glance around the room, have i slashed off my wrist? was it you who shot me with that gun? i'm looking @ the pool of redness, heart beating like a drum, how could i be so stupid now i'm feeling rather dumb! is this

Wanderer of time by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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Wanderer of time

Looking for a home, nice warm and dry, just a small sanctum for me to run and hide, Live out another childhood of endless days, Not knowing where we're going, digging shallow graves. I'm a wanderer of time, Taking T-Number 29. Living my childhood over again, Maybe this time it will never end. My mind is full of wonder and myth, Flowers i touch are lightly sunkissed. The sun shines down on a great green pond, Us children laugh and sing happy songs. The sun sinks down to a starry night, We all lay down and gaze up in delight. The moon children play among flowers, The night queen has majical powers. I'm a wanderer of time Taking

Learn to Forget by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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Learn to Forget

As I learn to forget i cross a tall mesa down into a pasture where horses whinny and wheep. the clock says it's closeing but my mind is just alright is it ok if i just stay the night? You close my eyes Andy you open my mind You're the only one who sees inside we talk long hours we soon forget time so quickly starts to spin but hey that's just livin in sin the fields are lines with streets all busy with five people the thousand thrills have been all but spent got all my kicks now im just learning to forget.

Unreachable Days by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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Unreachable Days

People change during these strange days, More than others, but in more ways. We were all once living a hippie dream, But that dream's over, or so it seems. Why can't we live, why can't we love? Sing, dance, to the clouds up above, I'm only happy when i'm lookin, trippin up at the sky, This world was unmade for you and I. Sinking deeper we pick the path So we got lost, all we did was laugh. These, indeed, are calming confusing strange days But in the end, its relevantly reassuring in a way. Why can't we live, why can't we love? Sing, dance, to the clouds up above, I'm only happy when im lookin, tripping up at the sky, This world

noticeing by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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noticeing

Insanity! (pause) It's got me by the neck It holds me strangles me Taking my wasted life away Time has decided I should pay But death seems alrite anyways. I'm stripped and broken I'm sick of words half spoken I'm lost and gone Anthem words of a suicide song Why do you wonder what's really wrong? It's just a wonder it's taken you so long. I may of had "good day" today But it's just not worth it I'd have to say Things were good between you and me Yes, thats why this blood drips down from my knee. I'm gone and bare for you all to see But i'm cellophane you can't really see me. The blood is streaming down my arm Who, me? who d

little girl by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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little girl

I miss by SugarMagnolia4200, literature

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I miss

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three hours by SuperDecoy, literature

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three hours

The sunshine beat down excruciatingly on her bare neck as she walked across the field. It was late summer and the grass was dry and brown under her bare feet. With every step she took, the heat intensified. She walked beneath a magnifying glass; every step bringing her closer to the pin point of concentrated heat at the center of the field. But she walked on. In the center, she cried out in pain. The heat was too much. Just as she felt faint and her eyes waned, the field dissolved away before her eyes and she was surrounded by dust. Dust. Red. Hot. Dry. It swirled around her and choked her lungs. She choked and struggled to

How Sammy Should have Lived by SuperDecoy, literature

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How Sammy Should have Lived

Okay, so Samuel Adams didn't really have that interesting of a life… we can fix that…. Samuel Adams was born on September 27, 1722. Yes, on his father's dude ranch. I know what you're thinking: "There were no dude ranches in Boston!" well you're wrong! Dead wrong! Samuel Adams Sr.'s dude ranch was the only one ever recorded in Boston's history. Now that you know that incorrect fact, you can learn more about Sammy's interesting life. Next, Sammy's parents sent him off to boring old Boston Latin School. I have no clue why they called it a Latin school… Latin's a dead language for crying out loud! But that's beside the point; the point is that

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Deviant for 19 years
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Current Residence: a chair
Favourite genre of music: mostly rock, but i like a lot of things, yaay bretchitan punk cabaret, show tunes, and foreign music
Shell of choice: the turtle kind..but still attatched to the turtle...and can the turtle have a guitar and be dancing
Skin of choice: is that a racist question?
Favourite cartoon character: stewie, brian, lisa simpson, the snorks, and the smurfs
Personal Quote: "Why can't i ever think of an amazing quote when the opportunity to say one comes up?"

Favourite Visual Artist

salvador dali..he's pure genius..that is when im genius enuff to spell his name correctly...

Favourite Movies

dazed & confused, amelie, queen of the damned, pecker, detroit rock city, the crow, rent & l

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

zeppelin, dead, doors, floyd, sterner, local bands, etc, i go thru stages in what i listen to more

Favourite Writers

jim morrison, edgar allen poe

Favourite Games

yaaay, games, i <3 games, i dunno, i cant pick one

Tools of the Trade

shhhh we dont talk about that...

Other Interests

guitar, bass guitar, poetry, songwriting, drawing..that's all when mr demoura doesnt own my soul tho

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SugarMagnolia4200

Dec 11, 2005

..yah

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well im being lazy and not checking this, so i'll check it in about a week or so...just letting everyone kno, so if it's urgent, u kno me well enough to call me, and if u dont kno my number, talk to me in school, or i dont kno u that well and wont kno wat to do about ur problems and sorts.....so yah..i'll b back sometime

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SugarMagnolia4200

Dec 6, 2005

posting because the other is different

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WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF: I died from natural causes: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: WOULD YOU: Be my friend?: Keep a secret if I told you one?: Hold my hand?: Take a bullet for me?: Keep in touch?: Try and solve my problems?: Love me?: Date me?: HAVE YOU EVER: Lied to make me feel better?: Wanted to kiss me?: Wanted to kill me?: Broke my heart?: Kept something important from me?: Thought I was unbearably ann

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SugarMagnolia4200

Dec 6, 2005

re-posting this thing because i said i wud

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.Who are you? . Are we friends? . When and how did we meet? . Do you have a crush on me? . Would you kiss me? . Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. . Describe me in one word. . What was your first impression? . Do you still think that way about me now? . What reminds you of me? . If you could give me anything what would it be? . How well do you know me? . When's the last time you saw me? . Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? . Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? . How have I affected you? . What's the fondest memory you have of me? . How long do you think we will be

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SuperDecoy

Jun 4, 2007

sankyoo for ze favourite, loff.

SuperDecoy

Nov 30, 2005

thanks for favouriting me, sarah!

Hey, i just found that note you wrote for me from like march...hehe...hello!

SuperDecoy

Jun 4, 2005

i've come to the conclusion that you need to change your name to cera just to be original and to honour your brother's wishes.... YOU WILL FULFILL THE PROPHECY!!!!! ::has ceizure::

....er... dunno what that was about but that'd be pretty cool if you spelt your name cool 'n crap like that.... 'n carp like that.... crap...carp....so very close... but one is pheses and one is a tiny animal that lives in the ocean....

i misseth you so much...eth.... and you're never online and it makes me cry... i just cried though so i'm cried out... (by crying i mean i wiped my eyes and feel better now... i shed about 2 full fledged tears) and now i'm really hyper and tired at the same time...

i have so mucheth to talketh abouteth.... so you should deeeffinatly either come online more...or call me... now... to figure a way to encode my phone number into this "devious thoughts?" thing... stupid not making sense in context titles!!!!

...ok... my area code is not the same as yours... (it equals 500+8 ) the town cody-thing is almost JUST LIKE YOURS except the last number is 4+5 (this is practice so you don't fail math) and the last four digets are the reciprocal of 1/7946 (stupid inability to make fractions... if anyone can understand this i'll moider ya! (or if you call me i'll block you from calling ever again lest ye be sammy!)

and if you get the answering machine LEAVE A MESSAGE!!!! ...er...yeah.... i serriously need your phone number, dude...chick... whatever floateths thy boateth... (this is a long comment)

i love you sarah!!!!

(that should be read "gummibear-hug"!!! ...like a bear hug but stickier)

SugarMagnolia4200

May 6, 2005

well it's my nickname, it's not my real name, but close enough. i know super decoy because we met in 6th grade @ one of our friend's birthday parties, and we got along, so we talk now, and are friends. and yes i kno i shud b online more superdecoy, i just talked to u actually...it was amazing...i enjoyed it...
and hello Kali! i think i've heard about you a few times, and im not sure how it can b one ring, if there's a whole bunch of copies of the one ring on bookmarks @ barnes & nobles? and do copies of the ring have the same powers?? of so lets make many many copies and rule the world. until koalas run out of eucalyptus trees and eat all of our faces in a violent un-stonned rage......yay

BAMFCentaur

May 3, 2005

You appear to be "Super Decoy's" *snicker* friend...and your name appears to be Sammy...
Hello Sammy! I am Kali! And as crazy as, if not crazier, than Ren--I mean uh Super Decoy!
Who are you lol and why havent I heard about you...hmm...
AHHH THE ORCS ARE ATTACKING!
srry but i gotta go fend these guys off! They're after my One Ring collection!
*holds up a lot of one rings*
YOU'LL NEVER GET THEM!! NEEEVVVEERRR!!!
*dives out of window*